Losing his lap

Slowly, my lap is running out of room for the Asher man. He will back his way up and plop down and squeeze in. And then, bless him, he will try to lean back and relax. It's like leaning back around an exercise ball and calling it cozy - not likely.

It makes me sad. Does he understand what's going on? Is he missing the way it used to be? So many changes ahead for him. I just hope we all handle it well and Asher just feels the expansion of love when his brother arrives.